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In My Head Sunday August 3, 2008

Filed under: Daily Life — The Professor @ 7:57 pm

It’s been one of those days.  The kind of days where you’re trapped in your head and you can’t get out.  Spinning and spinning and still, ultimately stuck.  I’m not really a fan of days like these.  Trying to keep in mind that all the spinning will get me somewhere eventually, just not on my schedule.  Oh to be truly patient….

It started this morning at the lake.  Watching the sun come up, listening as my feet hit the ground.  An hour and a half of quiet thinking.  Sometimes that’s a good thing and sometimes it’s not.  Today it felt heavy and foggy and just plodding.  Then it was on to church.  Also, usually a good thing.  Today it was a hard thing.  A lot of pain and confusion and sadness in the wake of last week’s shooting at the UU congregation in Knoxville (http://www.nytimes.com/2008/07/28/us/28shooting.html).  Trying to make some sense of it.  Trying to learn the lesson. 

At this moment, I don’t know.  My heart feels as foggy as my head.

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One Response to “In My Head”

  1. theresa Says:

    {{{{hugs}}}} call me if you need to talk.


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